So, I’ve been a bit of a derelict. In adjusting to my new job, getting through the holidays, adding a lot of working out into my schedule, and any other excuses I can think of – some things have slipped a bit.
I haven’t been crafting as much lately. I’m behind on my TV shows (tragic, I know).
And sadly, some aspects of my Spiritual Life have slipped.
Around the time of making New Year’s
Resolutions Goals, I decided to make my prayer life, and time spent with God, more of a priority. It seems kinda lame to slap “pray” on a to-do list; shouldn’t prayer be constant, readily on my mind, and a must-do kinda item (not something that can just get dropped to make time for other activities)?
But I’m not perfect, and so I am literally making it a goal, I am slapping it on my to-do list (well, maybe I’m gingerly placing it there). I want to work more on my relationship with God, making time for Devotion is a priority for me.
Duggs and I go to Church. we’re great about saying Grace before meals, and we have our bed time prayer. But I used to wake up and pray, do some yoga and thank God for the millions of blessing I experience daily, play worship music while cleaning, driving or working out, Bible study or focus on a devotional just about everyday, and so on. I used to make time to focus on thanksgiving, on praying for others, on just being with God all the time.
I miss the priority that my walk with Christ used to be.
So, I’m making the effort to get it back.
My Dad’s friend Amy gifted me this amazing book: “Praying God’s Word” by Beth Moore. Every time I crack it open, Beth Moore seems to speak straight to me and she facilitates the devotion I need, when I need it. The book is divided into different obstacles we need to overcome – like overcoming sadness, or overcoming deception. Whatever need the occasion calls for, I’m able to just flip to the chapter and find all these applicable verses.
I’ve been feeling guilty for my lack of prayer life.
I turned to the chapter on Overcoming Feelings Of Guilt, and the most perfect verse was just right there waiting for me:
Father, I thank You that You’ve had mercy on me according to Your unfailing love; according to Your great compassion You blot out my transgressions. You can wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin … You can create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirirt within me. (Ps. 51:1, 2, 10)
The most perfect Word from God comes at the most perfect time; that’s how He works. His grace is perfect, and it’s for all of us. Just when I’ve sinned and I feel bad about it, and I’m sorry… here comes His most perfectly fitting forgiveness. His grace washes me clean, gives me that clean slate, and helps me to honestly start fresh.
He blots out my transgressions. He washes away my iniquity.
It’s okay that I’ve slipped, because He is there to catch me.
I’m so happy to have found this word and I know it’s a prayer I’ll be re-visting more than once. It’s simple, beautiful, and just leaves me feeling clean and refreshed. A power washing for the soul.
I feel totally picked up, dusted off and set back off in the right direction.
Thank you Lord, for your Grace. For giving me second chances, not allowing me to wallow in shame, self-pity, or marinating in guilt when I’ve messed up. You offer me a chance at earnest sorrow and whole forgiveness. Thank you God.
Back on the To-Do List: Do this more often.
as always, thanks for reading! xoxo, hhr